I got names wrong. Possibly. Mainly because, why aren't you in a monastery? You couldn't possibly be here because, you are in a monastery.
Um ok, but I'm not. I'm in Sofia, Bulgaria. If I feel safe enough to meet you in person, I'm happy to have a coffee with you. I have several friends here. But let's make sure the conversation is recorded or better yet live-streamed by all present parties. And there is no rush to make that happen.
You clearly are very smart, and it is beyond my ability to respond to every one of your arguments, but I did see some contradictions, and all I did in my post #12 was to ask questions.